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injustiça

meu mundo está assim, injusto. Aliás, não é o meu mundo, é o de lá de fora. droga, tudo tão injusto, tão frio, quem se importa com o que sinto?...amigos falam, eu ouço, mas raramente me ouvem, tudo tão injusto...e a universidade só me sugando, me sinto tão improdutiva, não tenho trabalhos suficientes para apresentar aqui, acolá...não quero isso, só quero me graduar, não achei que fosse tão complicado. Não quero a vida acadêmica, mas me sinto quase que obrigada a fazer mestrado...também, o meio acadêmico foi o jeito mais "fácil" que achei pra melhorar essa droga de vida. só quero viver, não quero prêmios, quero meus livros publicados, não quero destaque, nem ser melhor que ninguém porque não sou. Igualdade, não oportunidade. Não aceito detenção de poder tal que me seja "permitido" pedir oportunidade, não, quero igualdade, King, oh King, you were right, so right, your words so beautiful and clear and so smart... eu sou pobre, quase negra, a pobreza que clamo aos quatr...

my life ...

hmm my life IS REALLY brilliant! such jokes it plays me! I went to a party on Friday 3rd, I met a guy and this time I thought the things would be different, but he leave me too. oh God, I can't take it anymore! I've got a bad cold, Jesus, it put me down. Today I think I'm better. Not at all, but a bit better. I didn't went to the Choral. I met M around RU, such a boring guy! "do you want me to make you a tea?" oh, please, come on! when he's gonna wake up? yesterday was such a day! I went to L's house, we did Gracia's test, after I passed on the church and I was too bad, almost dying...if I don't die today, I won't do never. single, single, forever single and single again, that's my fate! come on , baby, light my fire! but who? ANYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just don't care! Bye.

is this love that I'm feeling? this must been love...

No, it is not love, but I am happy. I met him at Pyjamas' party, twenty-year-boy. He lives in the lodgement too, PÓS. We stayed Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Now, I'll just see him on next Saturday because he has a lot 2 tests this week and he didn't study the weekend - guess why... - it was pretty good the way we are...I like him. On Sunday, I went with him to the voting, he voted, I justified. what an Odissey this presentation on the Symposium! Now, we are supposed to present - Coral Voix-là - tomorrow at the end this event. Today was the first day and some lectures were good, interesting, others not so...but, anyway, it was worth, always worth to practice English, even just listening. Bye.