Rebeca Melo

I am on vacations, for God's sake! it seems like my family won't come, I'll live on my on this month (God bless me). on last Friday, I went to Lion and I staied with a blond boy, 19, my little angel as I called him, he is so cute. he is known as "Araxá" because he is from Araxá. he travaled last saturday to there, after we passed the night together. I think I won't see him again, but maybe, I would like to. Nill saw us together... I got 88 in North American literature! thanks God! just missing some notes in English literature. I'll do a "lack of sex" because I have to take shame on my face, if I can say that. bye.

I've just finished a test of English Literature, it was hard doing, but I think I was well (hope so!) my grade in English has been down this term. need to help someone, bye.

I'm feeling bad. ok, it's normal, my mood is up and down but it didn't used to be so frequently. I was going to the library and I met R there. I was with such a bad face that he stopped making jokes and talked seriously, not that much. he asked for help in redação, I thought strange, but it's ok. I'll make him sure that I'm not a bitch with who he can use such a excuse to crew! the men are boring me, I'm getting so angry that I'm able to kill one of them!!!!!!!!!! I'd like to travel by myself to another place, away, with no one known. oh, my God, I'm so coward and money in my pocket is all I want!!! Nill entered in msn yesterday, I think I 've ever told it, no? I need to eat chocolate. it's what I'm going to do. Julian wernt away, I don't know if I'll have Ana's class today, but I think so. Thursday will be Gracia's test and paper! God bless us! I just need to finish the paper, I did almost everything today, in the CA...

hi. I did silly things again...my God, I have to decide my life, definitively. or I change my way or I leave Viçosa. need to decide, for sure! I saw J yesterday, at IPV. he is so cute! my vacations will be here. I don't know if my mother is really coming or no. anyway, I don't care. By the way, I don't care about anything nowadays. bye.

Yesterday I send him an e-mail finishing, not finishing at all, but finishing. we met each other on last Friday, but he simply ignored me, he didn't care about my presence there, on dce. I felt so small...but now I'm not sad, I'm feeling good because I gave an final point, I'm not wiating for him anymore (hope so). but I'll survive this time. let's see if he's gonna answer, I doubt. L's birthday, last 19 day, we passed in the cemitery, it was really crazy. that was V, LP, W(a gothic of my course, calouro), and more two girls I didn't know. LP made a monologue and I said a thing that everybody liked: L, a plural name for a singular person. after, in the day, I gave him a medal that I found near the capela and he liked it a lot, he said it has the são Bento's pray. so, I need to study, bye.

hi. Nill and I stayed last friday, when I called him to appear and he came. we aren´t dating, but we are together somehow. to Emel, I invited Alfredo Bosi (oh!) and He said he couldn't come because he is preparing a travel abroad to first semester of 2009. shame...so, I invited Lêdo Ivo, and he asked to be remimded closer to the event! great! he will come! my father wrote me and I think he knows everything that I told to my mother! Gee! I already answered him. I have some works to do but I´m feeling good and free. I´m saving money because I can´t spend much. Next emester I´ll have time free on Monday and wednesday. cool. bye.

hi. I'm very tired. I went to EMEL last holyday, it was good, it was in Mariana. and guess what? the next will be here, UFV. Great! but we will have a lot of work, mon dieu! I'm sad. In Emel, I thought would have a revival between V and me, but it didn't happen, because he satyed with another girl that he met there. then, I was ok, no problem, but now that I came back, I'm thinking about Nill and I'm really missing him. but somehow, I am conformed. I'd like he appears here to talk to me, but I don't know if he's gonna come. perhaps... I presented my work about Cecilia Meireles, It was good, no problems just the datashow missing. tomorrow is gonna be my final class in TTC, I'll present a song, it will be good, I'm almost sure I'll teach on Celin next semester. so...that's all. next emel, maybe enel, I'll present a work about Alvares de Azevedo. bye.