I just received a call
and my life is all on his hands. Still.
I got into depression and my mind was on him. Is in him. Still.
I've got ill because of him. Because of my love for him.
Gee, what hell happenned to me?
there's only THAT explanation:
yes, this is love that I'm feeling. True love.
and what he says to me?
- damn you I don't care.
ok. Damn you, too.
damn my heart and fuck all my feelings.
go to hell.