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Can we reset life?

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2023 has been the worst year of my entire life so far - that's what I just posted on facebook. And that's true, at least at this moment.  When I wrote that I thought I was losing my mind, it was just a way of saying, but it seems like she really meant it. Think she got mad when I wrote that and then became this mess. Gosh, I just feel like staying in bed and sleeping. I don't want to work, I don't want to do anything, I don't want to think, but my mind, she really wants to be my enemy. I'm always sleeping with two blankets, feeling a cold that comes from who knows where. In BH it's cold time, but here in Brazil, it's never THAT cold, thus, this cold I feel doesn't make sense. I am not making any sense on my own eyes.  I'm depressing, for sure. And I don't want to get better, I want to stop every thing I'm doing. I want to reset life. Is that even possible? I don't wantto die, I'm not ready. I just don't and never wanted to be