quinta-feira, 20 de maio de 2010

the best way


he stared at me, smiling. what a smile! and he just stared there, looking at me as if he wnted to say something just through his smile, big smile, pretty smile...God, what a smile! I know he wanted to say somenthing to me, but he just kept it to himself, I'm pretty sure. He smiled a long time and then he came closer to me. I was sittting in tha table, oh yes, in that green table, and he came closer, closer, he stayed right between my legs and we started to kiss each other romantically, after with a great desire. He touched me in an intimate wya, if I can say that rsrsrs...both of us wanted to say things, wanted to say so many things, but we couldn''t, we just could not. Then, suddenly, I was almost naked. I was in his arms. I was his. And he was mine. I love this possessive, mine, you see?

we wanted that thing, yes, how I wanted that! but he kept control on the things, he kept control on himself, it was necessary.

and now he wants a time to think about all the things that are happening between us. For who doesn't wanted to get involved, he is pretty involved cause he even needs to think about things, our things, you know, there are something between us, yes, it is clear...It just last to know what he is going to tell me after this time: if he will be with me or if he will give up on us. Today, I don't care. "take your time" I said to him. I'll take mine, thinking about him, of course. God wants he choose the best way. The best way for us.

nao me acostumei não
não me acostumei â tua distancia
e aos teus apelos
você me confunde
"porque eu te confundo?"
por uma infinidade de razões, amor
por ser gentil, como tu mesmo dizes
e por não me querer querendo tanto
me confundes, amor
quando entrelaças teus dedos nos meus
e depois dizes que sentimentos sao complicados
e queres distância deles...
me confundes, amor
quando com tanto ardor me tomas em teus braços,
me fazes tua
me deixas nua
me arrebatas a alma
e depois, com toda calma do mundo
pensas que nada de mais houve
me confundes, amor
com teu jeito errado
quando teu querer desleixado
com pressa de viver...
nao tens pressa de mim, de meu corpo, de minha pele
nao sabes o que me causas
tento, sei que tento aproximar-me
mas não sei a hora de beijar-te, abraçar-te
não quando e se posso
arrisco...como arrisquei akele beijo invertido
tal qual no filme...
me confundes, amor
naõ me toques tanto e tão profundamente se nao me queres assim
do jeito romanesco que se devia querer uma mulher
eu sou mulher com você, eu sou tua mulher
mas tua racionalidade tbm me tokou e afetou
então, tudo bem, sumas...
pode sumir o tempo que for
sabes que'starei aqui, right here,
waiting for you.

Noites mal dormidas e loucuras de quarta à noite...ando aprontando, brincando com fogo...bye.