somewhere only I know..

it is still raining...and it doesn't matter how I feel for the people I feel like screaming, I feel like giving up on life, on everything! I just wann live in peace, I've got to break free! Jesus, why is it so difficult to live, to simply live? I cannot undersatnd, I just...I just feel like crying, desperating, giving up on the things I'm doing...I feel alone, I feel I'm working on my own, I feel so bad! I feel stuck, stuck again. I feel as I was feeling last semester, so stressed out! I wanna get out of this city screaming aloud!!! I wanna run away of here!! I wanna live in my own place, in a place that is mine! as the song says:

Somewhere only we know

 by KEANE

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

[break]

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

and where is my place? I don't wanna go with somebody else, I wanna go with me!! I need my place, oh, plese, for sure, I just nees my place! which way should I take?
     I'm lost....                        

Bye.